Bang bang!!!!!!!! The noise disturbed my sleep and I was awake..This morning..In that half sleep were my body was resting and mind awake, a thought of old things came in front of me..I couldnt sleep after that..I thought I better write down my feelings.
Just went back to school days thinking how innocent were those days...and like a free bird wanted to fly high in the sky without any fear....

Do i still have that kind of feeling in me?...wel to my surprise I am still searching for an answer..Life has been a great journey so far..could see most of the colors in people from various culture and caste.. Colors for me is not skin color...it is the feeling that most people dont show often..Wel just thinking of my two childhood buddies...we started the journey of a toddler together and today I see we have taken different paths of life..the days of happiness got lost in this time and space somewhere...I want to be with them ...but we never promised each other that we would be always together..One has got married and the other wants to be a successful person in this cruel competitive society and I guess even I have came here for the same purpose.Infact we all have the same kind of feeling but the thought process keeps on changing with time...
I wonder what it would be like if we really had a feeling that would not change? I would say that people would have not changed and there would have never been modernization in the society.
Memories do keep comming to me, I say so because thats the only thing by which, I push my life ahead. At times I wander back into those shadows, being quiet who I used to be. I find myself with the joys and sorrows given to me by life and days that can't die while they still live in me.
Memories that hurt are too valuable too give up
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I have really met some great characteristic people in my life so far and I am always thankful to god for keeping this people around my life.
I have always been a loner by heart and maybe that is one of the reasons I could not stay with people for a longer time. Move on is the only mantra I have followed sincerely.
Well at last what I can say is that Life is too short to know everything and too long to understand everything so just keep smiling and forgive as much as you can because when someone breaks your heart you tend to follow nature's law by breaking someone else's heart as well.
Memories will follow you till the last breath of life. Now whether its curse or blessing is something you decide.

XxSandeepxX